my wiings are then useless

2007-11-13T03:17:00.000-08:00

wakakaks~! hees...
finally ii came bacq to post!!
past few weeks was doinq my stuffs && i was lazy to post.
hmmm...*whadd shouldd ii post?*
eh,
hahhs~ few days bacq
ii was playinnq audiition to pass my time (;
iit is awesome!!
time flies~~
but,
ii realised that iit is a waste ofd time
playiinq qames to pass dah holidays!! xp
SO,
ii quiitted!!
hees...gtg watch tv^^

buaiis all~~

失去是那么简单

2007-09-05T01:16:00.000-07:00

i realised that she had replaced me...
you rather trust her with all your stuff ><
but at least i am at ease that you had choosen her but nort others...
out ofb blow, friendship grows~
FRIENDSHIP LAStt

2007-08-23T21:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY!
==
went home then ii relised that
ii did not say all the things that i am supposed to say...WTFISHHHH!
trying nort to spoil the mood ofb my dad,
ii decided to keep this matter away from my dad on his burfday...

a fake smile on my cheeks

2007-08-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

BUSY!

was very nervous for
my chinese oral which will be conductin tml>.<
whad can be done to distress ?
ii cant cope all those stress in a time,
there will be many subjects to study on...

2007-08-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

UNFAIRNESS!

Clouds are hiding in this morning, cool breeze made me shivered.
After the recess, i am having my math level test.
Before i hand up the paper,
everythink is so perfect and wonderful
BUT after our teacher go through the workings
...iit seems that thunder had strike me
ii had done it wrongly due to carelessness!
ii am crass..was so dismayed about this matter..
haiish x)

_____secret

2007-08-14T01:52:00.000-07:00

13.08.07

Something that shines the afternoon...
some of our girl guiders were called to
go to stage to get a trophy from Mr Lim...
it miight be a glory to get trophy infront of the whole school
but ii only feel embrassement...
WE dint prepared mentally and all adjustment are
all nort done by our teachers TOO.
the 20 over plus guirl guiders are like little deers,
miserably hit and run and went up to the stage...
AND all of the little deers dint went down the stage,
instead we sitted behind the stage...lols
something that hold me bacq...

2007-08-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

whole afternoon was staying at home with
the accompany of my parents.
dint get a chance to watch NDP thru life or even tv==
was sleeping in the afternoon and
when ii woke up, ii am asked to go out directly
>.<

photo taken at GIANT==

no one shall be place FIRST in my hartts

2007-08-08T21:14:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

A full-filled day...
headed to lot 1 by bus with doro and sk
and met mark they all at there...
intend to watch moviie with them but they suddenly change theiir mind
...and something bad happened, clifton lost his wallet
while playing arcade...
around 4, we took mrt to causeway to watch 'secret'
...this movie is nort really understable-no link>.<
the movie ends at 7 sharp.

reaches home at 8,
without any hesitation my parents and i
went to bukit merah(opp. alexandar hosp)
to have our dinner and beverages
the food there were yummy!
standards of restaurants but a neighbourhood prices
3 adults were only $26.50
...thats cheap!

yoo r justt like der wind,passed by me without any hesitation and gave me a blow!

2007-08-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

CAN II CRY?!

Same routine everyday,
nothing REALLY speciial today.

ugly duckliin

2007-08-06T02:03:00.000-07:00

Physical movement will help keep you feeling capable and positive all day long!

opps! HALFWAY through 3n2 lesson,
JIAYI was asked to go home as she was feeling unwell >.<
she might had the GERMS from me
as ii am the one who was siicked among US...
NOWADAYS, people get sicked easily due to the GLOBAL WARMING!
take kare of yourself,GURLL !!

no point thinking about der past!

2007-08-03T05:20:00.000-07:00

SIICKED!!!

keep gapes my mouth for breathin...
having block nose was arduous to breath siia...
was afraid that theres mosquito fly into my stinky mouth>.<
xDD

uglygurll

2007-07-31T18:49:00.000-07:00

HAIIS T>T

Dint went to skul as ii was feelikng unwell...
its a long tiime since i cried,
my mum and dad were once a lovely birds but...
my mum was blown up when she realise my dad had just resigned,
this is whad ii just knew.
whole room contaiins shouting, yelling and smashing sounds
to varnish their anger.
my mum just ignored dad's explaination
and stormed out the room and went for work. T>T
mum could't tolerate his rushed decision without discussin with her
and with his early 50s, what job can he applied for...
after mum left the house,
dad was not in a good mood too
he scolded me too ...putting his anger on me?

whose shoulder can ii relay on??

2007-07-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

SICKED! ):

endurin this kind of life-style
ii feel sicked ab0ut iit!
all der subjectts just dunch gett into my use-less braiin...
II M SO VEXED!

today dint went for SS workshop as ii was feelin unwell
but nort really that siicked...
a white lies to deceived myslf f0r nort attendin der workshop-.-?

UGLY DUCKLIIN!

2007-07-27T21:38:00.000-07:00

Planned to go sentosa wiith my parents today..
unf0rtunatly, my dad was sicked...
the day which i looking forward to is varnish
it sank my hartts with disappointment T.T
but iits alright ...
family are more precious than anythiing

we are just friend!

2007-07-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

L0okiing f0rward to thiis saturday!
Surprisingly, my parents asked me out on saturday
she told me that DADDY wants to go to SENTOSA!
wiith my eyebrown raiised and my m0uth open widely...
ii agreed and giggled to myself xDD
some s0rt of happiness felt inside my heartts >.<''

ii am fear of steppin into a relatiionship agaiin!!

2007-07-21T19:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
Went to ESCAPE wiith siiewkoon they all...
haviing rejoiice moment at there,
umfortunatly, pirate ship,raiinbow and revolution was not allowed due to maintanance);
we piicked up the pieces and continue playiing^^
i LOVE inverter!
yesterday was my fiirst tiime playing it,
felt scary for the first ride, but after the repeatiing of the machiine
..iit make me feel better!- 'practice make perfect'
around 8 we went to take taxi and we alight at diifferent stations...
yawn~ when reaches home, jiiayi and ii chit chat for a while
and soon i sank into our bed !

confuessED!

2007-07-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

20.07.07

after achool, went to bugiis wiith my rediish and attractiive school T-shriit...
chariis & valariie accompany me...
ii bought a whiite shiirt xDD
when we reaches panjang, ii went to jy house...
around 10 mins later went to npp wiith my plumy mum to have a grab

Well, my mother was so 'abnormal', she praiised a gurll wiith a blemiish looked...

thiis is so 'ridiculous'...

she seldom praiise someone by sayiing that person is pretty...

i l0v3 my mum!

2007-07-19T01:31:00.000-07:00

CHANGES the viiew of lookin at my new chinese teacher!

SHE bought few kiites for our class to play wiith...
thiis is because our chinese lesson-chapter 14 is 'feng zhen'
hahhs...laughter filled the atmostphere...
everyone had a joyful smile on theiir faces..
FUN ! using the fiirst 20 miins of chinese lesson to play wiith iit...
everyone were able to fly with the kite...

2007-07-16T01:31:00.000-07:00

LIVING WITH HUNGER-ETHIOPIA

Today had my geography less0n...

our teacher gave us watch a video clip

about the people living in Ethiopia...

people living in 3rd w0rld country are very poor thing!

almost 70% of theiir country in sub-saharan Africa had starvation

due to theiir country are not well economic growth

& all those irritatiing mosquito will keep pestiing around them...

OMGosh~

people living in singapore should be pleased tat we are so blessed...

if i really had a chance to help them ii will DEFINENTLY help...

2007-07-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

ii m a person whom dosen't know how to convience others...
maybe ii cannot change your thinkiing miind-set
but hope uiie all will get along will agaiin..
ii wanna hear uiie all making racket like before...

everiithing changing...

2007-07-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

BLEED!
well,today went to DENTAL whiich located inside our school..
everiithing was per normal, except..
my teeth bleed! for around 3hrs...
firstly, ii was fret
as ii was afraid of being died for lossin too much blood...
and now was still haviin headace and some feverish...
secondly, i wanna thanks lotts ofd ppl...
-Xueli(accompany me going down to the general off)
-Mr yap(trying to district my pain,he told some jokes^^)
-Mrs Chua(comfortin me)
-Ms Angela(acc me and comfortin me)
-Miss Ang(help me wipe my tears)
-and lotts ofd staff...
THANKS!

erm..another thiink to talk about...

hmmm...we both had wrong..

but anyway ...SORRY~

2007-07-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

Was stayiingg at home for thiis weekend...
as i refused to soak in perspiration in the hot and blazing sun
and i dun wan to search for a toilet outsiide ...it looked awful and awkward...
was haviing a frequent emptyin of the bowles with too much liquid in the faeces too!

2007-07-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

A SILENT FOR 5 SECss...
^^
can ii as cool as a cucumber...
ii niid tiimes to adapt to all the changes that happened recently
...hais~~
tts lotts ofd thiings we cant explain and rather dunnch wiish to xplaiin
the start ofd thiis year is so *toot*
ii dunn even dare to look at those SHAMEFUL changes ...
fiirst...uiie would nort friiend those who are a snake in the grass and so on
and iit led to LOTS ofd thiings tt happen in our life...
iis there really no poiint ofd salvagiin...
hope everiithing will go bacq to the past!

2007-06-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

Today...
in the morniing iits really nort my day...
woke up at 7.45 by jiayi's phone call...
OMG~~ I WAS LATE!!!
ii am suppose to reach skul at 7.20
YET ii was still slpiing...
at 8 ...
ii was hailing a cab...
waiited for 15 MINS
RAHHHS!!!!!!
even in the cab...
e taxi driiver have to CHECK DERHHS STRT DIRECTORY
zzz...
everythiing was bacq to normal in the afternoon...
SURPRISINGLY,ZSS (coy1) had WON FIIRST iin sandwiich mackiing
heeX...

Jiiayii && ii wiith trophyy ^^

can ii thiink for others??

2007-06-30T05:55:00.000-07:00

29.06.07
after skul went to guiide...
afterwards met up wiith jiiayi, jas, chariis & valariie
for ladiies niight...
was over the moon as all ofd us had some reward
after those weary strolling at bugiis street...
...around 12 midniight then reaches home...

camera giirl: jasmiine ^^

lalalass~~ yumyum (;

lame lame =.-"

shhh... gwenfwenns && boiifwens<3

chariis & mii3

hahhs...blurr image^^

nuer, m3 & gwenfwenns

transferriin ofd kiisses...<33

bo liiao derrhs wo~~

ii love herr<33

valariie shoo xiin fu!! xDD

2007-06-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

Laughter filled the day...
today siiew was terribly insane...OMG~~
lols...
she kept making funny expression...
WHAT A JOKER MAN~~
iit make us laugh like crazy women too...
and whiile we were walking home...
a bee came and irritate us...
all ofd us yelled
...and kept running on derhs strt...
so malu~~
but ii enjoyed laughin and grinning wiith them
WHAD A PERFECT DAY WE HAD!!

2007-06-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

MR LEAF!!!
start ofd the new term...a new atmosphere too...
sitted wiith diiferent ppl plus a new CHEMISTRY teacher
he was very hilaurious in lots ofd thiings...
his talking, action ,expression ofd hiis faces etc...
and sometiimes he acted ham-handedly too^^
although whole of our class mock ard hiim and he seems to be annoyed but afterall he is not a whiite elephant...
below are some merry photo ofd hiis...

2007-06-23T22:14:00.000-07:00

210607

went to school for camping ard 6.30am wiith jiiayi...ZZz
**yawn**=.='''
almost all derhs sec 3 guiides were as busy as bee
lols...
after that around 7.30am, we started our icebreaker wiith the sec 1
the sec 1 from our grp were almost dam cute...
esp hamster(yi ling) & zanna
duriing the icebreaking, we also played lots ofb interestiing games
after tat, the CI teached the sec 1 giirl guiide songs...
then around 12pm, all ofd us were eatiing our lunch...

...wiith all the energy we had,
all ofd us were goiing to play some hauntiing games
we turned out to be the second...fun man!!!
ii enjoyed beiing with my grp,
all sort of funny soul

after those times,
sec1 went to leaarn foot drill at derhs hall
while our grp(jy,doro,jas & ii) went to prepare
for outdoor cooking...
cutting & washiing all sort ofd foods , these continues for 2hr++

due to derhs bad weather forcast,
outdoor cooking had been out turned into mastin(sp error) cooking

In the niight, we had our night walk with the sec1
all sec 1 are blindfolded properly with a prefect tie =.?
lols
during the night walk,
i had accompany a sec 1 girl
& the rest ofd the guides were throwing water bombs
and the later part we had even tissue mummiies
ii am over the moon during this camp
although there some uuhappiness with the teachers

after that sec 1 went to bath first while we had our meeting with teachers
while waiting for the teachers all ofd us were dead beat
ii think tat all ofd us had done our part ...

2007-06-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

Today
due to ytd late sleepng ii woke up 10plus...
woke up & watch just follow law CD wiith my mama
then went to wash up...
around 1 mum and ii took lrt to bankit to eatt dim sim...
yumyum(:
then took 960 to bugiis and took 1 more mrt station to Lavender
as ii nid to make my IC...
dam lotts ppl...waiit till my neck more long...^^
hahhs...
around 2.30pm took 1 station to bugiis
there also crowded with manii ppl
my mum & ii were packed like a sadiine
mum went to buy some food,
then ii went to stroll around at bugis strt
bought one shiirt...cost me $22.90
around 3.20pm we aboard a bus
we must like bat out of hell to reached home
as around 4 plus my computer came
hahhs...tats my day^^
tml goiing to camp le... zZz...bored?

my funny piic taken in bus

2007-06-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

went to health zone to achieve healthy lifestyle badge...
:x whiile taking the transport, WATLAU~
the cabiin gort loads ofb smelly men!! OMG~
CHOUDAO~~

miie & Jasmiin3

iin the cabiin~

stupiid teeth~ =.-''

ii am so nurd!!

hahhs...compare derhs heiight...lols

shy shy derhs BBG~

wah~~

shoo kute...little meimei playiing in the mouth~~

OMG~ stinks mouth...=.='''

2007-06-11T01:37:00.000-07:00

080607
HAPPY BIIRTHDAY TO LIEW JIAYI!!
In the afternoon,
went to jasmiine house
...was playiing and eatiing ard her house
hahhs...siiew,jas and ii are behaviin liike lunatic
..around 7 went to greenriidge to eat dinner

TO JAS:
iits sunshiine after derhs rain
patch jiiu hao lerrs
bu yao zai ku ler worr ^^

2007-06-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

070607
went to jiiayi house to do my math project ...
hahhas
whiile she was watching a stupiid programme...
she seems to be so attracted to derhs 'dang ou', keep repeat derhs diisc agaiin and agaiin
kekes...
aft that gave her a burfday present xP
then we went to plaza to buy a small cake
for her maiid as that day was her bdae
when her maiid knew tat we were giivin her a 'surpriise'
she seems to be touched & elated...
as no one helps her celebrate iit b4
after those rejoiice moment , ii went home with some 'happiness'
ii thiink thiis is the 'happiness' ii niid

2007-05-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BURFBAY TO DA NIU!!

Nothing speciial today, was raining cats & dogs in e afternoon.
Luckily was in e afternoon only but nort in e night & evening ,c0sh...
ar0und 2 plus went to Jiayi house to do some research for math project.
wakakka...
ar0und 5 jiiayi and ii went to plaza to have a shop in watson
WAH!! she bought lotts ofb things siia
1 foundation-$8.9
1 lip stick-$9.2
2 nail polish -$2 each
ii only bought one packt of 'sweet' , for mackin you feel full & dun feel like eatiing derhs
ar0und 7 walk home
at 9 then went out with my parents to grab a bite ard Bukit Timah

these few days kept qurral wiib my parents
haiish...maybe i am in fiery tempered
sometimes ii hope tat i could be filial to them but ii just duno why
ii couldt...hope ii could bared all theiir nagging & nosey character bahs...^^

31.05.07 11.28pm

2007-05-26T06:55:00.000-07:00

todae around 1+ go meet jiayi at blk 180,
she seems to be listless...haiish cheerup kays??
we both anyhow walk till almost 5
aftwards she went home
then i met siiew to fiind jobs at bpp and ten mile
around 8 , parents bring me go bukit timah eat dinner
ate yun tun mian...X=
then go home use com...
THEN NOW VERYY ANGRY!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~
ASSHOLE LA YOU!!!
WATEVER YOO GONNA SAE.

2007-05-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

GIIB UPP
hahhs...todae was very jubilant
laughter hadd filled the atmosphere...
thiink loadds ofb things todae...wo zhong yu xiiang kai ler
mei you ni bu dai biia0 shi qu yi qiie...
keke...todae nvr g0 to skul as ii was haviin fever tiish mornin
but aft tat jiiu okkays liiao...around 2
went to meet chariis thy all to causewayy
...then cum bacqq ard 5 then meet siiew,jiiayi && valariie
we were siting outsiide derhhs carparkk
then oso playin wiib valariie && jiiayi
VALARIIE SO PERVERT~~kekes
she touch my *toot**
lols...
ii enjoy playiin wib them
they made my dayy filled wiib colours...
lurve them loadss<3
TO siiew && jas;;
dunnch sad sad lerr...uiie will see sunshine after those black cloudds.
smile ^^

2007-05-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

Todae
In derhs morning, came to skul wiib jiayi.
Met her ard 8am ard Jelapang lrt.
When to skul wiib an exciment...as ltr in derhhs dae
goin to old folks home...<3 fierced ="(" x=" wakaka...HOPE" bahsx="...treasure">T
2nd:hope tats my par3nts will be healthy.
3rd:hopessssss tats *toot** && **toot* would become friiends agaiin;; just liike SOMEONE saes iinsid her blogiie...so tat EVERYONE WOULD BE VERY HAPPY!!
yah!!!

2007-05-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

THANkkS!!
thss for those memory uiie gave miie...
xiie xiie ni chen jiin aii guo wo...
&& ths those guys...whu encourage me x=
thank uiie...
wo bu hui zai ku lerr...
wo hui ba yi qiie der tong ku
dang zou shi yi zong hui yi
yong yuan fang zaii wo xiin li
...
sua rang wo hai ai ni...
ker shii wo xii wang kan dao ni kui lerr...
120507

2007-05-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

wedesday 020507
tat dae was cryiing badly...
huo she shi xiiang taii duo ...
ker shii ye you ker neng shii ni ge wo der an shii bahss...
ii still remember...
ue saiid tat siingle issh better...
maybe to you issh jus sayiin
but to me when ue sae tis sentence my heart hiib already broke into mani pieces
ii have already control my tears from rollin down
but sorry ii cannt do iit...
wo bu shi gu yi yao zai ni mian qiian ku der...
duii bu qiii
ru gguo nii yao lii kaii ...
kker bu ker yii zai ran wo bao zhe ni zuo huo yii ci??

WO AII NII

2007-05-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

beiing more reasonable??
todae thiink tat was more reasonable bahss...
to lastt long wiib ur boii
fiirst must noe how to thiink iin hiis shoe...
sometiimes thiink tat he v. toot~
but maybe also gort reason derhhs ma
so ii dunnch anii how tiink lors

love is all bout edurance both sides ...
ii love you <3

2007-04-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

UNcommunicatiion
todae after my engliish examiinatiion...
adriian && ii have a qurral
thinngs were not go as ii thought
he sae he go home & study for his test
but in the end he happened to appeared at
com lab...
he bluffed me...
but now hao lerrx...
however , insiide my heart ii do have somethiing ii
wanna clariify but ii have no guts...

love is lyk putting a kiite,
ue must noe went to pull & went to let go...
maintaining a relationship is arduous...
knowiing yoo is a fate...

2007-04-21T18:41:00.000-07:00

DREAMiiNG...
todae dreamt ofb adriian && valariie
hugg together in a biig && a dramastiic scenery
waa~ sooo romantiic siia
iifb they coulld get back t0gether ii also will let her derhhs
...alth0ugh ii cant live wiithout yoo...
ii jus wanna see my friiends to be happy...

2007-04-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

siickED
wanted to study but reported siickED
sobsob
xii wang hui kuai kuai hao qii lai
(:

2007-04-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

how ii wiish tiish would be everlastiin...

admiire long der boii zong yu came into my liife
evrtiing jus cum in my own way...
he zong yu ker yii be my boii ler (=
wo yii zii yii weii , nii bu ker neng xii huan
shan wo der...
but der dae really cum

when der dae ue told me,
ii was really stanned
ii couldt iimagine

BUT...
ii m sorry for whadd ii did
ii std wiib a guy hu iish my nuer der ex-stead
yoo told me nvm. but ii still hiib tu tell yoo SORRY!

2007-04-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

FULL OFB HATRED
ppl keep sayiin ii m "chiicken"
& miisundersttod ii lyk "someone"
ALL KP KIIA... duno dunnch anii how sae lah...pls la
ue tiink ue all v. gud ar!!!
ccb~
jus duunch giib ue all a dam....

2007-04-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

ugly!?
yeaH, ii ADMIIT!!!

manii ppl do says me ugly...
ii ADMIIT...
but when they sae tat
really v. sad nors
..its nrt my fault to b ugly
who wans to be ugly
& insult by ppl
iits just fate lor (ming zong zhu diing)
but iits fiine for me...
haiish

2007-03-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

*25-o3-07 to 26-03-07*
startED & endED suddenly.
we started suddenly n ended suddenly too
tat dae jiiayi told me tat he wanted to brkk
ii was really cannt accept tiish tiings would cum so fast
nth ii react but onii cry...
i knew we have no chance ofb patchiin back
so, ii will try 2 forget abt ue...

to me...iishh a hard task 2 forget ue...when ii saw yoo ,
most ofb der tiimes ii will broke out tears
...although ii diidt waiit for yoo lerr
but ii do have feelings towards yoo
...ue r really a modiified boyfriiend(ii oso duno whyiie, jus a feelin) iin my heart
, but ue r nort belongs 2 me anymore ler
but ii am still happy ue diidt avoiid me (:
but ii still dare nort 2 tok 2 yoo...lol
wiish ue can fiind a better giirl...
Kor...all der best for yoo...

2007-03-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

*12-03-01*
todae wake up at 7.45a.m
as gort chemiistry supplymentry...
wa~ siian siia
v. tiired nor..
reach skul late siia
but haben start yet
lucky me...
then teacher teach ,teach , teach
until ii goin fall aslp
haha...theen aft release
ii bry chariis go salon
cos she wana rebond her haiir
aft bryin her ii go home bath n change clothes
as ii m goiin tu town
frm 2plus walk till 6 plus
so tiired siia~
then take bus home nor
zzzZzz...
when reach hm on9 surf internet nor
then aft tat go slp lerr

2007-03-10T19:52:00.000-08:00

*10.03.07*
iifb we hb brkk issh our 4 mth lerr
haiish...
todae at home till 3 plus then go out
wiib jiayi, zhuangpoh, ryan, siiewkoon, laykoon, steph, siiew's bro n ii
went to jurong pt. watch the messenger...
niice siia n little biit scary
beb laii issh go wiib my coussiin der
TO COUSIIN: sowwiie nb go wiib yoos...is my fault cos i promise ue fiirst...p.s ar
...aft watchiin der moviie we all go shop for awhile nors
then took 180 bus home
iin der bus all ofb us lyk v. listless lor
oso duno whyiie
den ii suddenly criied ...
thiinkin ofb hiim...)':
although ii noe... most ofb my fwens sae is nort worth iit
but sm tiimes cry oso canttt b force...
issh jus lyk auto-tap water
T.T
then aft reachiin bp interchange
ii one person took lrt home...
n they went to bpp to eat dinner
wa~ one person took lrt feel lyk v. lonely siia
went reach hm liiao
eat my dinner hungrilly...lyk der 7th mth der ghost
;; "er sii guii"
aft tat ii go bath thn slp
a combination ofb scary, sad n hilarious dae

2007-03-09T19:14:00.000-08:00

sobsob!! from 8-3-07 until 10-3-07
my eye still v. paiin n feel v. sour
sometiimes got few drops ofb tears suddenly cum out
...n somemore der eye so red
look lyk ghost siia

red enough??

2007-03-09T18:16:00.000-08:00

ytd go out wiib jiayi .zhuangpoh .siiewkoon .ryan n ii
went to jy hus fiirst as ii had done wiib my tiings
jy v. funni leiis... she duno wan wear ku zi ma keep on thiinkin
aftt tat sk cum lerrs... she snatch 'my' com...haha
then she use nors...
alalala...then go dw jy blockk
saw ryan sitting ther...then awhiile zhuangpoh came
we all then walk to kingkong bus stop
then headed down to plaza siin
...haiish plaza siin will make me
thiink ofb hiim siia...suan lerrs
then we go arcade play games
aft tat go long john yumyum (:
so yummy...
then take taxii to taka
go ther see acs workin in madonalds
then go buyy sushii n milk tea eat
heheX...
aft tat go outsiid der taka siit at ther waste tiime
for mor than 30 miins
then go paragon shop
...insiide the tiings all so expensiive
even a pen oso cost more than $150
wa..then any hw walkhere n ther
then finally go wiisma taxii stand waiit for taxii
we took 2 taxii as der taxii cntt siit 5 ppl
then iin der taxii ii v. tiired n wanted to slp lers..
jiayi oso
but sk keep on tokin abt der past
haha...che so cute siia
but haii wo bu keryi slp...lols
then der taxii driver still sae we v. noiisy
we took taxi dw to bukkit panjang
went we reach ther we to plaza toilet

in plaza toilet
aft tat go plaza arcade play motor bike wiib jy
haha... fun siia
then ii nd to go home lerrs..
they took lrt to senjar to fiind laykoon n jas
then ii took to segar
keke...lucky get home nvr gt scoldiin...keke

2007-03-08T17:54:00.000-08:00

lols...todae neber go to skul cos
ii dun wan go sports dae
frm ytd to todae my eye is v. paiin
oso duno y my eye so paiin n sour
mayb ytd crriied too much n my contact lense der problem bahhs
lols...then todae jus heard tat my gan kor kana cancer cause ofb smokiin too much
haiish ...may god wil blessed hiim bahs
maay he will recover...
then aft tat ting tat even he toy my feelin oso nvm der
iits jus part ofb my liife bahhs.. ii must stand strong
treasure everiione in r liiife
so deciided to b wiib him as friiend bahhs
love is smth cant b force
although ii still love ue
but ue have no feelin towards me
oso no use
...still glad tat we still cn b friiend bahs
lols...
then ltr goiin out wib friiend to plaza sin
...

2007-03-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

101106<<>>080307
WE HAVE BROKE UP LERRS!!!
ii really v. sad & fedup over hiim
he sae tat no feelin than brkk lor...cb~
TO HIM: II SAE B4 RIITE...NO FEELIN SAE LA...TOY MY FEELIN FCUKER
even ii think tat ue v. cb but ii still love ue
btw ...ths acs for helpin me to slove my problems...
or ii will b keep thinkin der
haiish ...everiitink is fate...brk jiu brk bahs since ue dun lyk me
iin der fiirst place we shld nt b together
iit is a biig mistakkes...we dun realli noe each other well
haiish jus let iit be
everriitink has ended...118daes

2007-02-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

25.02.07
at last ...zong yu cn go out wiib him lerrs...
haha...long tiime neber c himm...
morning att home then eat breakkfast
lols...then 3 plus go adraiin hus play card
her mum so funni siia keeep tokin non-stop
then 5 plus takke cab cos raining n lazy to take buss X=
take cab down to plaza sin cost me $10
reachh there at around 5.45

then waiit liike stupid stupiid lyk tat
...then he askk me go control stattion meet
oso duno wher der stupiid mrt
then gonngoong go walk here n ther
....he cor me tell me hw 2 walk lor...
then saw hiim ler...sae me stupiid...hehe

aft tat met himm onii sae little biit niia
then go buy moviie tiickkket
in der fiirst place wan go watchh norbiit
but ITE watch epic
cos ii not 16 yrs old ii oni15 niia
T.T
at fiirst tot tat epic nt niice
watch liao then felt tat v. funni
aft buyiin tiicket go burger kiing yumyum (:

iin the burger kiing so dulan
oso dun wan sae
but smtiimes ok lar

den in the moviie theatre
wa~ shuan man
wanted to lie down on hiis shoulder
but duno feel lyk scared scared d leiis...
wanted to lie liao hor
SUDDENLii
stuppid marrmiie cor my hp...wtf
ruin my mood...grrrr
lol

aft tat go take lift dw 2 fiirst floor
the most p.s. the tiing is d lift NOBODY n so BIG siia
lyk v. wiierd wiierd d lors
oso duno hw 2 sae siia...
then go hm nor

although he everiitime sae me stupiid but ii just simply lurrbeyooS.
have a niice dae wiib hiim bahs..
wiithout ue my life wont b fillED wiib colour

2007-02-22T18:50:00.000-08:00

todae wakke up...feel v. siicked
then tell papa lor...
he say no nd go skul
really siickedDAO~
got fever,sore throat,headace,flu n c0ugh
T.T fever n cough is already gt der
then sore throat is coz ofbb driinkin dor der driinks
...headace is cry too much
...flu is cos ofb drinkin jas der drink
so suay siia...cny siicked
lols...
then moornin go eat bread
then eat medicine...
eeeek...
the medicine so biig siia
difficult to swallow
aft eatin der med ii go slp till 10am plus
cos kana my papa phone ddisturb
then nw bloggin lor...
nth tu sae lerr...hehe

iilurrbeyoos.

2007-02-21T04:24:00.000-08:00

wanted 2 tell ue few w0rdss
-ii really love ue
-ii cant live wiithout ue
-r our heart realli far apart?
-iifb ue realli dun liike...pls sae;;ii realli wanna n0e r ans

in my opinion::
fr0m der dae we together we r der mistake
ii always thought tat we cn really last long
but der facct is
we r too far apart in
our thinkin
our character
our show ofb love

ue have promise me not to leave me
but ii know der dae will come soon
is just the matter ofb time

ifb tat dae rreally come
pls let me know
n ii oni know how 2 cry aloud
n try to let ue go...

iiReallyLoveyooS.

2007-02-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

haha
todae go skul as usual
aft skul siiew, jas , chew , mui , doro , adrain , jiiayi , zhuangpoh n ii
go plaza as su mui wante tu buy sh0es for new year der
she onii brought 1 shoe from IP z0ne; somesort ofb sportt shoe
then aft tat duno y siiew n doro qurrel
haiish x'(
so we all tiiamtiam
dun dare 2 tokk a siingle words
lol
then aft tat ah siiew wann go bugiis walkwalk
so...jas ,chew, mui me n laykoon company her buy thiings
we all goi home fiirst then meet at 5.30pm
we fiirst reach far east then jas wan buy puremiilk d T-shiirt
then go chiinatown buy my dress cost $24
then we all eat dinner there
lol
aft eatiin we go take mrt wanted to go bugiis
wahpiiang~
when d traiin came ii wan to cheong for iiit ma
then ue noe wd happpen
ii ran towards there
then der shoe slipp out plus somemore
ahsiiew accidentally kicked iit
wa~ my shoe dropped iinto der toopiid mrt trackk
so malu siia
ii one legg barre footed siia
so cor der mrt ppl cm
he askk me to wriite down my particular
then he gave me a AHPEK SHOE
so toot~ lor
n hors all my fwens laughed at me
badbad siia~
ii oso laughiin la...hehe
then we go bugiis
ii buy one top
sumui buy one shoe; same as me lol
...jas buy one top
n siiew buy one skiirt
(: funny siia todae
hehe....although der stwpiid shoe iss so shameful
but can train my boldness
hehe...afterall is a happy dae

2007-01-21T03:53:00.000-08:00

hehe
todae 10 plus wakke upp ...
then watch iit started wiib a kiiss until 3 plus
then my stupiid leg lyk paralyse liiao cnnt move
lols... around few sec then okkay lliao
then go eat my noodles
aft tat go bath
around 5 study my poa...cos wed gt poa test
aft tat eat agaiin lor
...then surf iinternet
then go sllp lo...
.:such a b0riin liife:.

2007-01-09T00:30:00.000-08:00

muhahaha~
l0ngg tiime no bl0g liao
hehe~ lan duo worX
saturdae 6/1/2007
ii meet chew sze at greenriidge plaza
we go ther eat breakfast
then around 12
ii go salone reborn friige
until 3 siia so tiired
nearlii sleep
aft that ii went back home
go bath then change to skul uniif0rm
as ltr goiin to take bursary at CC
around 5 ii meet jasmiine and rachel at segar lrt
than we walk to Cc
then rachel go home fiirst
when jas n ii reach ther must waiiit till 6 siia
siian~
then jas go eat fiirst at the nearby kopii shop
around 5.30 we go iin
waitwaitwaiit
then aft 30 miins then start
the person on stage toktoktok
so toot~
ar0und 6.25
everiibodii must queue up n takke der cheque
stwpiid siia~
still must go on stage n hab a photo wiib
duno hu la
then shake hand
so lame!!!
jasmiine v. funny siia
jasmiine shake hand wiib der MAN
her viibratiion on siia
so funny~
ii keep laughiin then bsiid me der 2 boii tot ii siiao
aft fiinish liiao
we go chew sze hus cos ii wann to tke my cable
then jas n ii go h0me
when ii reach home aladii 9
then ii go slp liao

2006-11-18T18:47:00.000-08:00

todae go bankiit wiib dorothy
ii meet her at 8
then she go queue for der bank
as she wantED to wiithdraw money $_$
queue untill 8.30 thenn der bank open
she took out 200 dollars
aft tat go eat breakkfast
after tat go waiit for der salon to open
at 1o plus the salon ppl than cm
ii go reborn
then doro go reborn fiinch
ii spend abt 3 hrs
then go lot one shop shop
2 plus ii go jasmiine hse
dorothy go hm
ii at her hse plae maple
hees
help her lvl up
who0~
7 plus go grenriidge plaza
c0s jasmiine wannttttED to buy maple ppc
b4 tat when ii m crosiin the road gt one
duno wat pests go n liick my legg
wapiiong~
sooo diisgustiin
then ii go hm
reach hm around 8
hees...

2006-11-17T04:13:00.000-08:00

hees.... t0dae so funii...
ii n dorothy go workk
at 9 plus dorothy shout dam shout
ii tot wadd happen siia
yuan laii issh...
she saw a biig fat juiicy croacroches
but ii neber saw
the 2ndd tiime
she shout agaiin whiile ii concentrade on my workk
xiia sii wo~
ii still dunnch gt to c the cr0acroches
ii tot is dorothy imagiinary
cos last niite she did not hiib a gd slp
the stupiid croacroches cm out agaiin
wad lauu~
so dam biig
ii shoutED so loud
ii faster wear myy shoe ran out ofb der offiice
den dorothy papa ggo catch
phew~
at lasst diiED
heeS...
around 7 plus
iim iin a bad mood
haiish~
then nw qurraliin wiib my marmiie
...
gD niiites everiione

2006-11-13T03:57:00.000-08:00

as usual todae mornii wakeup at 6.30am
then go bath
aft tat papa driive me to Teck whye ther der bus st0p
waiit for dorothy 2 c0me
but hu noes she hadd aladii reach
actually is takke bus but duno y todae her papa
drove us to fact0ry tu workk
btw thxx (:
then we go to there der canteen to eatii eat mee fan
wiib to fiish filet ( dor0thy uncle treat der)
ths..heeX
then go back to fact0ryy to eat
eat fiinish lia0 then 8o'clock go workk
workk untill 12.3o then doro papa , doro n ii
went outsiide der kopii tiiam to makan
ar0und 1.1o then eat fiinish
walk untill der factory no tiime tu rest
then 1.30 start w0rk agaiin
haiish...tiirED
work workkkkkkkk
untill 6 then at last cn go home
reach home ar0undd 7
tired...eat liiao go slp lerrs
gd nites xD

2006-11-09T05:18:00.000-08:00

dae 3
fiinally cn go home
shuannn~
no niid to c chu xiiang face
hehe
we eat breakkfast
den mus striike out der tent
tiired
around 12 plus reach skul
den xchange present
ii diidn't bry present so giibb 2 dollar
then xchange bk oso 2 dollar
lame~
1 plus go home
took lrt
then ii ran as fast as ii could to d bed
at last ii cn slp on my comfortable bad
shuannn~
around8 then wakke up
then eat diiner
then slp agaiin
gd niites

2006-11-09T04:53:00.000-08:00

dae 2 ofb der camp
wake up liiao go brush teeth
den we hiib COLOURS
aft tat gt morniiin xcerciise
den breakkfast
around morniin 9 plus
all sec 2 go for kayakiin
dam fun
at fiirst d coach teach us hw to kaya
then go dw to water for warm up
wooooo~
der water so cold siia
hees =x
den go take der kaya one by one
so heavy
ii partner wiib nyssa
she so scare she will drown in der sea
hahas
we kaya for 3 hrs
bcom so tannED...
but fun ....
aft tat go bath liao
we hiib our lunch
we eat nasi lemak
than we hiib team buidiin games
fiirst is passin msg
sec issh abt trust der game xD ii lyk tiish
last iis d coach giib us a map
all stand on iit
den mus try to trun d map ovr wiithout anii one step out
we succed heeS~
than go hellp d sec one to tak d kaya cos they no strength
aft tat teacher teach us hw to make fire for campfiire
around 6 we eat diinner
than all of us prepare for campfire performance
at7.30 the camp fiire
nyssa n evoone iss the MC for tat niite
ii enjoyy myself others too
i tiink tiis diish campfiire iish ii enjoy d most
although ii dunnch hiib sound liiao
ii still enjoy
hees~
tiirED~aft tat help ms tay to make out d fiire
than we go prepare supper for others
as iit iss our duty
jiiayi n ii make milo
yumyum :)
der fiirst tiime ii makke iit
den go bath n slp
so tiirED~
zzZZZzzzz~

2006-11-04T22:10:00.000-08:00

dae one ofb der camp
mus putt up tent :(( so tiireD
around 11 plus den hao
aft tat all gg eat lunch ...yum :)
hees...afft tat hor ii duno wad leiis
ii m so f0rgtfulll ...hees
erm than 5 plus got outdo0r cookin
wah..sae until here
ii so angry..grrrrrrrrr
the chu xiiang (YA) hor fuckk up
we niid to cook for sec 1 der ma
den der chiicken haben cook hao still raw wad
den CHU XIANG tot we dunch wan let sec 1 eat
she still tel teacher we dun wann cook for them
haii wo meng kana sc0ld
grrrr.....she nvr askk wad tiiing or hapen
den wu hui....YA suckks c0rkk
dun tokk abt iit so FUCK
tat dae iis nt my dae
ermmm den we go walk der forest at niite liao wors
so scare somemor las tiime ther gt japanese ppl died at ther
the lass part iis hor
mus wallk it urself bk to camp chriistin
luckily nth happen =x
reach camp iis around 9 plus
den some pl go COH(meetiin)
then me n jiiayi so kiiashu
we ran to der toiilrt fiirst to bath so no niid to queue
muhahas xD
aft we go sleep
wahlau~
der place wher ii slp nt gd
cnt slp der lor
iss somewher lyk slop
so diiffcult to slp
my head iis downwards then cnt breath
haii wo nw gt block nose
once ii slp ii mus siit up agaiin cos of der block nose
so tat dae cn sae iss nvr slp lor
zzZzzzZzz..........

2006-11-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

miiss 2n1* 2oo6 lots
#o1 - yingying

#o2 - zhiyin

#o3 - jasmine

#o4 - jobelle

#o5 - kaiying

#o6 - lidan

#o7 - jiayi

#o8 - jannah

#o9 - siewkoon

#1o - rachel

#11 - siti

#12 - dorothy

#13 - sumui

#14 - mingfong

#15 - valarie

#16 - kelly

#17- hakiim

#18 - abu

#19 - alfred

#2o - chinpeng

#21 - patrick

#22 - dickson

#23 - weiren

#24 - hanafi

#25 - weesiong

#26 - jeremy

#27 - mengyang

#28 - gary

#29 - yeoliang

#3o - yanzhan

#31 - juncai

#32 - zul

#33 - hilmi

#34 - izran

#35 - khairul

#36 - shujie

#37 - nicholas

#38 - anthony

#39 - jinzhao

#4o - ben

#41 - teoyee

#42 - yefa

**although 2n1 iss gone but all der mem0riies we hiib ii will rmb**

2006-11-01T22:13:00.000-08:00

*1/11/2006*
ytd m0rniing wakke up brush my teeth n wash facce
then c0rr d0rothy wad she wear for n mett ad wadd tiime
at ar0und 12.30 doro met me then t0gether go jas hse as
jas haben change her clothes =.='''
around 10 miins we reachh jas derr hse
aft she change we walk to plaza buy driinks n waiit
for wentiing...
then around 1pm we took bus tu bugis
iit took abt 20 miins
when we reach ther ... we went tu NEWBIE
ii bought a skiirt for $40 then d0ro buy one shiirt
for her laog0ng... black colourr der
erm ...aft tat went tu eat lor
ii eat friied riice ... jas eat pai ku riicce
erm doro n wentiing eat chiicken riice
yumyum :)
afft tat we go to plae games...
we change for 3 sour sweet plus 2 packet of another type of sweet
then doro n wentiing go bk fiirst
cos theyy nd tu meet siiew
left wiib jas n ii we went tu bugiis street tu shop for jasmiine
kuzi n shiirt...
hmmm... walk for a long tiime still haben find
bt at last w one purple ku zi then ii ask jas wanna wan tu buy
then she b0ught lor
aft tat went tu PUREMIILK
she saw one shiirt v. kute...
than she bought
aft taT we to0k bus go hm
around 20 miins we reach plaza
then ii took lrt go hm
jas alone walkk hm...hees
go hm eat liao then go slp lerr
niiites.. zZzzzZ...

2006-10-29T19:08:00.000-08:00

ytd wakke up at 11 plus...
my parents went 2 buy breakkfast for me =))
ii eat mian wiib hashbr0wn n fiish...hahas...yupyup
after tat stayy at h0me watch t.v wiib my marrmiie until 3 plus
then ii go bath then go plaza wiib siiewk0on c0z ii nd tu buy smtiink until 4 plus
aft tat ii went tu siiew hse sitsiit...ii plae wiib her c0usiin...
'meiimei' v. kawaii...gr0w upo sure v. pretty der
at 6.30 ii went tu takke lrt go home
reach home at ar0und 7.
then waiit ferrw papa cm bkk then t0gether eat...
then ii wash all derr plate(whole ofb my entiire liife ii hate most iish washiin d stwpiid plate)
after tat rest f0r half an hr liao
we eatt iice-cream wiib jelly..oiishii
but hor...the plates oso ii wash..wtf
hahas...at eleven plus ii use der OTO machiine to sliim d0wn
hees..aft tat wash my mouth n face liiao ii go ZzzZzZzz...

2006-10-27T20:19:00.000-07:00

______________*zhen der ha0 she bu de______________
althou ii m happii tat ii hib a chance ofb goiin tu n1,
but thiinkiin ofb ii mayb wiil seperate frrm my jiiemeii....ii felt sad
we had been same class ferrw 2 yrss...
s0metiimes we t0k bad tiings abt smone , we shop , we chat , we care , we laugh
...all der deliighted n unhappy mem0riies ..ii will kept iin my heart n lock iit
i will nt f0rgt our memoriies...
goiin tu n1 issh my wiish...bt ii dunnch xpect tu seperate wiib them
xii wang w0 men der you qiing bu yao jian jian der xiao si
w0 men haii hui bu hui xiang yi qiian nan yang??
ii will treasure everii moment ...miis all 2n1*20o6 fwens

2006-08-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

25/08/06
s0bbiie...sob
my hamster diied;;;;;;;boiboi
when ii cm bk from my gerguiide
ii when to take a look of my 2 hamster ii feed ''gerger'' fiirst
as ii tot ''boiboi'' issh slpiin
after feedin gerger ii went to c my boiboi
he lay motionless in the cage
ii cor her he hiib no reaction
n der bodii issh harden ...
no movement
fellin OMG
y she will diied izzaiit ii hiib nt well takken her
OR ii m an abuser??// ='((

2006-08-26T00:13:00.000-07:00

...........PRoMiiSE ISSH MEANT TU BE BROKEN.................
HATE'' HIIM
HATE'' TIISH WORLLD
HATE'' PROMiiSE
grrrrrrr
ue sae wadd bt ue did't do iit
haii wo shoo sadd
haii wo no mood
haii wo tu zii er(iim nortt hungry ghostt)
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
..........promiise iish meant tu be brokken..............

2006-08-05T04:40:00.002-07:00

Friday 4/8/2006
today after skul at about 12.30
jiayi, dorothy and I went to the second floor of girl toilet
to change clothes to girl guild half-u
todat excertion is to Old ford factory building
heard my Ncc frienf say there were ghost
as last time is used to be the Japanese place and man people died there
they said alot of scary things ...but i m nt scare of it
while my friend Jiayi felt scary...
but in the end
we went there are nothing happen
it was newly build...and well painted
we have fun at there
we watch "Japanese occupation" video clip
the video clip was not bad but we have to pay $1
sian~

2006-07-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

i was thinking that to create a pill; chang shen bu lao yao
is bu ker neng der
if i c0uld create this pill...my mum & dad will n0rt die when they are old
they can take care of me untill i old...^^
& with this pill i wil be rich
i can sell to all...hahahaha
yippiie!!!!!!!!
AFTERALL,, i just building a castles in the air...

2006-07-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

fr0m last time entry you can see that i have wrote some good points about Mr Phua...
his face look like yu shen(a boy in our school who are mad)
i wrote that i think he will teach very good as when the first time he went in to our class
almost all of us are willing to hear his intresting story...
normally, our class don't listen to what teacher says
BUT, as the time goes by ,i realise that our willingness is nt as the first time
when he teach , almost everyone is nt listening to his science lesson...
it is nt intresting at all...
FOREVER the truth would be cruel!!!

warniing::THOSE WHO KNOW MR PHUA & SEE THIS POST PLEASE DON'T TELL HIM
...he wil get sad...

2006-07-13T04:16:00.000-07:00

t0day,
after school went tu j0belle house to do art
with kelly, rachel, jasmine...
ii learn how to draw a fantasty pig;nice man!!
ar0und 6 plus, we decided to go home
jasmine & rachel send me home
when i reach home
i switch on my computer
i went to blog
...then i go & see jiayi blog
her blog was nice
...i read her post...it was so touching man
plus the song her blog has
i cried!
even typing this blog i still crying
ii realse that ...
one should treasure the people around you;
don't wait till you lost them then cry...
times cannot go back;
do treasure it...

2006-07-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

that time when i receive my report book
ii felt both happy & sad...
lets talk about happy first
my result improve...ya!!!!
for the sad things is i never reach my target & my english marks is so low but pass
=(
i stare at my report book & reflect myself
i thought that i should pull up my socks
i must improve all of my subject
especially my English , Science , History & Geography
i want to be a rich woman
, so my studies mus be good
afterall is all because of money!!

2006-07-06T03:44:00.000-07:00

feel happy for others
...heard that my classmate; BEN
like a girl in my class call DOROTHY
he like her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...haha
he asked for stead but she say don't know
as she was c0nfuess ,
she had an unpleasant memory;;
when she thought of her ex-stead he will felt sad
& will not dare to stead
as she scared her unpleasnt memory will come back again
what should she do??

2006-07-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

Yessterday night,,
s0mething unhappy has happen to me
...wednesdae
...05/07/06
...9 plus
yesterday night when i was about to sleep,
Liewjiayii had rang me up,
her v0iice sounded sad as if someone had died...
i knew that there would have something happen
jiayii told me that he would't wanted to stead but to be friends
my heart was broke...my tears rolled down...my eyes were red
ii pretended tat nothing happened
n say goodbye to jiayii.
After that
ii cryy liike mad
i could't stop cryiing
...
ii went to the toilet to wash my face,,
but how i wash the tears , it still roll down
so,
ii call jasmiine to have a talk to wish someone who is free to comfort me
...still criying when talking to her
my v0iice sound awlfull
after a talk for about 15 minutes than i started to stop crying
i thing that everyone would have some unpleasant things in their life;
family; romance; carrer
ii also thing that
ones should have pass by things ...
they will know how to stand by themslef
...if you have the guts to do you should have the guts to faced it
so i try to put it down

2006-07-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

must right in proper english,,
Ms pek say,,
haiish
today feel like something wierd
something confuess
wanted to cut my hand ,,
i thiink he will not stead with me
haiish
he don't c0me , i don't g0
we don't go further
should i ask for stead?

2006-06-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

MY CLASSMATE kNow HoW to 'SUAN MING'!!!!!!!
now than i know...her name is Li Dan;she is a china girl
she t0ld me about my life
some good some bad shall i listen to her
i don't know is the truth or false...haiish
she said my carrer w0uld be suessfull,
r0mance better 28 yrs old than marry would be xin fu,,
i don't feel like listen to her for romance as 28 years old than marry
iish to0 old for me,,lao gu po
than about life she said my liife will last quiet long bahx
is too old than die...=)
TRUE or FALSE?? god can you answer my questi0n??

2006-06-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

going back to school again
so boring ,still must see teacher agaiin ; faiNtt
so sian ... almost sleep in class
luckily gort Mr phua - my new science teacher
he is so cute & funny he has a rabbit teeth...haha
after school i went to siew koon house & do MATH pr0ject untiil 6.30
then my dad come & fetch me
i go fajar & eat
i eat chicken rice
my dad ate rice with vegetable & fish
hehe...i greedy go eat my dad food
...fiish...
i eat very fast & i choke
so pain , my throat felt pain
my dad knew it he went to buy drinks for me to drink
he was anxious , he scared i will choke to death
after drink the drinks
the fish bone i eat has went down into my stomach
lucky nothing happen
but my dad scolded me for my carelessness & greedyness
from this incident ii knew that my dad is care about me
& next time i wil not beso carless and greedy

2006-06-23T20:15:00.001-07:00

23/6/2006
iish so shuayy..da ma der...t0dae go orcharD buy alot of tingss
pok lia0...sobsob...
my friiends & ii goiin to go home lerr
we waiit ferrw 700 bus to c0me
then the bus cm ,,
ii went up n then put 55cent
the bus unclle dunnCh beliieve ii m still 14 yrss olld
he wannt to c muaii buss cardd
then ii sae ii 14 onii lorss
btd he still wannt to c
ii shout to hiim n sae 1992 oni lors
stwpiid bus uncle
bus no. bit 595 h
c~b lorrs...
**criibabiie**

2006-06-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

liife iish s0 meserable
everiitik iish n0rtt ii as g0od as ii was thiinkiing
c0s of hiim ii mus everiidae tossiing here n ther
ii cannt sllp when ii jus closed muaii eye
ii saw eu agaiin y eu cannt jus disappeared iin muai liife
ii lurbbe eu yet hate eu
ii oso dunnch n0e why
sm tiimes wiish ii c0uld diie but ii hf n0 c0urage
haiish ,, liife sux man